Our Enabled Spirits

Dear readers, I experienced the blessing of walking through the New York Botanical Gardens a few days ago. Now, don’t get the wrong impression about the walking part, I utilized the tram and walked just a bit. Yet, I walked in spirit through it all.

I am so grateful my spirit is enabled within my disabled body.

I truly believe all living species have a collective memory and we all breath the same air, and being in the midst of such beautiful surroundings I felt as if I could brush the sky with the tips of my fingers as the century old trees that live there and me became one.

When I was catching my breath sitting on a bench in the Rock Garden, I couldn’t stop thinking about Heaven.

People depending on their experiences have different perceptions on what they think Heaven may or may not look like. Since, I’m a generational gardener, for me it’s all in the soil. So, for a brief moment I had my little piece of Heaven.

With a grateful heart I closed my eyes and made a silent prayer for myself, asking God to give me guidance so I can be my best version, never taking advantage of anything or anyone to someday live in my eternal garden in peace with the life I lived in this wonderful world.

Thanks for stopping by, be gentle with yourself and others. Gentle goes a very long way.

Hasta pronto!

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MG Survival Guide

Dear readers,  summer in New York came and went, school began and I got caught in my day to day life routine until September 20th.

September 20th was the day that a category five hurricane hit Puerto Rico, becoming one of the deadliest storms in modern history.

All of you know as a fact that stress is an overall factor that causes exacerbation of our symptoms.

I asked myself,  how do I remain calm in the midst of a category 5 hurricane?

After watching the last forecast report at five where the meteorologist stated that it wasn’t about securing your home anymore, it was about saving  lives.

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WOW!!!!

Still I was able to remain calm, trying my best not to stress myself because I knew I was going to feel sick.  The dull feeling that creeps up on me each time my weakness decides to show up was calling  in absent.

As Maria crossed our Island  I prayed.  Reaching out to my faith helped me overcome the moment.  All I wanted was it to be over, little did I know that it would remain with its furious winds and waterfall for more than twenty-five hours.  When at last it subdued on the night between the 21st and 22nd I was grateful.

If your waiting for things I did or bought in preparation, sorry to disappoint you but this post isn’t about this.  My survival guide is quite simple, just have enough medications, have a way to contact your neurologist and remain as calm as you can because you definitely want to remain as far away of hospitals as you can.

Because when facing devastation caused by any natural disaster you do what you can with the resources you are left with.  You can’t control anything that is happening around you, but you can control what you are feeling on the inside.

All I did was make sure I was giving myself the inner talk I needed to be able to survive the weeks and months to come.

Thanks for stopping by and keeping me company during this rough road towards wellness and healing.